The more time that passes the more cynical I become. I am the quintessential square peg trying to fit into a round hole. Funny, with social anxiety, from what I have googled, you "are afraid of what people think about you", which isn't my case at all. I have never cared what people thought about me. But I have always felt misplaced, like I should have been born in another time and place, but it is always something I can't quite conceptualize or materialize in my conscious mind.